Friday, September 30, 2005
a freak accident ..
ended up wif brusies and cuts ...
how someting like cycling became dangerous..
now .. my wrists are breaking ..
cuts and briuises on my legs..
the devils bend ..
how ignorant can be a bliss ...
after knwoing wad happen dere ...
to tink we 3 cycled dere in the middle of the nite .. hAHa..
now all seems perfectly clear ..
10:58 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
in a blink of an eye ...
its WED! .. just few days into gp ... sigh ..
am i prepared ? ... not realli ...
i will try to motiviate myself ....
i hope u will too ...
we will all do it .. haha ...
i guess. its best doin math outside .. haha ..
tink i sark in chem and phy .. siGh ...
finally got to eat my mEE suA ... haha ... so nice lar ..
i'm stil hungry ... any1 wanna buY mi someting to eat ?
i tink i'd stop comin to cyberworld tt much ...
i'd devote my time to studyin i guess ..
dun tink deres time left fer mi ...
i sincerely hope i can do it ... hhaa ...
okay .. bb .. two more days to fri ...
and cycLE the world ..
10:00 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005
pls .. shield mi frm tis darkness tis fear ..
its overhwhelming ...
tis gruelling .. aghast and apprehenisve nature of it ..
i noe i'm trapped right down dere ...
deres plenty .. no... tons to revise ...
my head is spinning ... wildly and uncontrollably ...
i will always be dere ...
2:07 PM
woke up tis moring ..
didnt feel like gg sch ... had headache ...
rather stay home study ...
its been like tis all year round ...
i just have no motivation to go sch ...
the clear skies and filled wif the warth of sun...
onli if i could be dere wif u ....
summer has goNe agAin ....
11:20 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
skies filled wif lightning and the roar of thunder ..
drops of rain become down pour ...
how i wish i can be out dere ....
2:28 AM
Saturday, September 24, 2005
and a fine day i had ..
spa went smoothly ...
went biking wif mh and chia seng in the evening ..
after prata ..
we rode bicycle frm bishan to upper thompson ...
bishan park .. to pierce reserviour to thompson road ..
went thorugh desolated areas ..
roads tt seem to be haunted ... haha ..
even saw few vehicles and the side ..
and some ppl were ... uhem ...
well .. the weather was great ..
coolin and refreshing ..
for once in a long time where i realli enjoyed myself ..
at the end .. went to walk on stones! at bishan park ..
my god was my feet pain after tt .. aha ..
yea .. admit i am quite weak ..
have ta start exercsing after promos ...
12:10 AM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
yea .. i will try not to let any1 down ..
thx all for helpin mi ...
i will try and take the next step ..
10:21 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
yea ... whitley in top 50 .. haha ...
so proud of tt .. and to tink we were 79 or so last year ..
hoPe it would be better still in future .. haha .. lol ..
7:03 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
i'm not perfect ...
i'm not and i will never be ...
so pls stop .....
ywans .. i dead ...
i'm beat ...
10:45 PM
comin to sch is just dumb ...
anyting but exicting ....
read a bk recently ... was at yacht club ..
moOdseed ... my favourite genre ..
apotheosis ? ..
ephdnenal ? ..
stolidly ...
so many words i saw .. but just stared blankly ..
life is just a mess ...
everyting gg upside down ...
i suppose time would tell ....
the essence of life ...
the chronicles of life and death .. haha ...
hoping to go mug ltr .. haha ..
wasted my time yesterday ...
and all tt was planned came down to nothin ...
eating while watching channel 5 ...
past midnitght yet i couldnt slp ..
yea .. i hope i could hvea stayed awakw the enitre nite ..
without slpin and feel fresh ...
hiaz ... i need more time ... ywanss ..
12:44 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
someting i badly need now
- be sick and not go sch 2ml .... i wan study at home !
11:58 PM
4 more weeks ..
i'm so sacred ...
everybody has been supporting mi ..
hope i dun let dem down ..
i'm tired ..
let mi slp ..
wake mi up when september ends ...
all the senses fail ...
different but it is up to acceptance ...
11:45 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
been tinkin wad to blog fer so long ...
i've no inspiration now ... i dunno y ...
elson no need take phy exam lar .. exempted .. haha ..
so lucky ... onli if i was like tt .. hiaz ..
okay .. its bout 5 mths wif my class ..
they're all okay ...
guess it's a very "together" class ...
but i feel is very superficially ...
maybe i'm wrong .. but tts my opinon ...
if onli we're still in the same sch ...
those great frens ...
we, sitting in class after sch studyin ...
guess i lacked such motivation ...
such peer pressure to make mi study ..
although been studyin harder now ..
dun feel its alot ..
i noe i can pass .. but it just seem to be dere ..
forever staying stagnant here ..
catchin up 1 years of work in a mth ..
its been hard .. draining ..
my mind is slowly dying ...
8:40 PM
firstly ... i wan to apologise to all fer my tag board ...
apparently .. two idiotic gays .. namely - elson and sufyan ...
has created trouble in my blog .. haha ...
its a tough week ....
and two tests i got back .. i pAssed .. haha ..
so happie ..
got bcak chi test 2day ..
cant believe i pass lar ..
i ask luaghin dere like a crazy idiot ...
cuz whu would tink i would finally pass clao ....
after 7 mths of trying ...
5:38 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
summing up my holidays ....
skipped 1 chem tutoiral ...
played my last game of bowling
mugged hard ...
went cycling ....
guess its 5 weeks to ny promos ..
wun hvae time to blog le ..
unless i need to relieve some stress .. hehe ...
noe tt i should hvae studied more during tis past days ..
but at least i tried ...
finished most of maths ...
now for chem and phy ...
5 weeks is not a long time ... hiaz ...
hope everyting can still go into my head ...
everyting tt had happened ...
all the sorrow .. laughter ... tears and pain ...
will it be worthed it ? ...
2:35 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
wnet surf n turf ate ...
although quite ex but nice lar .. haha ..
omg ... promos is aound the corner ..
and i still dunno to do .. hiza ..
and looks like adrain is leavin yj .. sigh ..
dunno true not but he gg poly le .. haiyo ...
gd luck kae ..
1 more fren gone ... sighh .. yj is fukin piece of shit ...
now dere will be 1 less fren to play bball wif ..
tok in sch ... and find in sch .. *cries ....
9:11 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
HAHA .... had a fulfilling day 2day ..
finally written report is almost done ...
studied fer maths ...
did some exercsie ...
and went find dumb ....
den had phy tution ...
damm shAgg ...
1s day of holiday is gone .. omg ....
4 days to go .. siGh ...
10:44 PM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
tings seem so near yet so far ...
i'd wait til the end of time ...
past events came flooding back to mi ...
is this the correct choice? ..
my little pink elephannt ...
i'm was ghastenlitine.....
12:36 AM
Thursday, September 01, 2005
had bowlin ...
played almost whole day ...
training in morning ...
played wif dem at noon ...
went ta study ltr ....
guess it sums up my day ...
tiring ... but fuifilling ..
we can do it .. haha ..
we wun get retain ...
hvae to srudy hard and we can succeed ..
10:09 PM